I need company
In my 2 years in China, I have never felt as alone as I did the last few days. I started questioning myself about every decision that I’ve made, everything that I’ve done. I might even have regretted certain things that I’ve done. And to top it off, I have got the worse case of the cramps ever. I spent the whole day in bed, curled up, not caring if I was starving. I didn’t have the drive to get up.
Then people started talking to me on MSN, just chatting. The usual suspects; Ferrari, The Boy, Whitey, even Spanky..I started to feel better but I just couldn’t shake off the feelings. I think I’m in need of good old friends.
Ok…I’m beginning to sound even more pathetic. I just hope that this will all be over soon.
