Ok, after so many requests from friends to actually tell the "whole world" about paintball, I have decided that sometimes, pictures tell the best story. Even thou we didn’t really manage to get a lot of picture taken during the game itself, any picture is fun to look at….So go ahead, enjoy the pictures…
Anyways, these are just some pictures from the morning…We went to the beach after..I’ll post the pictures later..
Tomorrow, I will be going to fight. Well, more of a play fight thing.
A couple of my friends have been talking about going out & shooting some paintballs for god knows how long and finally someone decided to actually plan a game. So after so much planning & heartache(yes, from me,I know) we have finally booked a game. So let’s just say it’s time to CROSSFIRE!!
Most of us haven’t really played this before but we expect it to be super fun & of course, super tiring. I have been told earlier today that I was the hot pick for each team. As Powz said, "It’s cos you are like a guy yourself"…Thanks lah babe..
Anyways, will post the pictures on a later date if I feel that it’s worth doing so..
Ooooo…life is interesting..
The situation just keeps getting bitchier & bitchier. Oh, that mo’fo is really getting on my nerves. If he has shit to say about me, say it to me & not to anyone else. God! When are they going to learn?
Ok, so I suck at my job..I’m messy..I’m always late..I’m rude..I’m inefficient..
SO Get Fucking Rid of ME!!
ERRGGGHH!!!
Recently, I met up with a couple of old schoolmates/friends/colleagues whom I haven’t seen for 2-3 years. It felt awkward for a bit but eventually we were talking like the old times.
What struck me then was the fact that some of them seemed to have never changed at all. The way they talk, their mannerisms all seemed the same to me. But when I thought about it, how can that be?
Change will always occur even in the smallest way. When I think about it now, there were the small changes. Like in Blanca’s case, she was the type to always be obsessed with her size of her body. At one point, to me, looking at her from the back reminded me of looking at a guy’s back. No ass, no hips..just huge tits. When I saw her recently, she looked fleshier,no, healthier. But of course the occassional "But,oh, I’m fat" would still come out of her mouth.
What about Babu? He’s probably going through some mid-life crisis or something but even he has changed. He’s said stuff that I wouldn’t normally hear from him. Meh…
As for me, I’ve always assumed that I would never change. I would always be the loud one, the vulgar one, the one that people would always say was pretty ‘wild’.
Plenty have come to me saying that I’m different from before. They say that I’ve become more laid back. They even say that I’m not as fun as before even though my sarcasm & my bitchiness is still there.
Wait, let me just say that I’m sure that I’ve probably changed. But what changes? Maybe it’s the colours in my wardrobe now? Or is it the fact that I am far too laid back about certain issues.
Over the week, I’ve had friends get pissed at me for not "being there", I’ve had colleagues pissed at me because I take things far too easy. And what am I supposed to be doing about that?
Everyone changes at one point or another. It’s just a matter of whether other people are willing to adapt to the new you.
I guess there is something that I can do but you know what, I don’t really care at the moment even though I know that some bridges will be burnt. I’ll deal with it as it comes along.
