My Life So far..

Friday:

3 black dudes tried to pick me up.  I only have this to say:

" She my old school baby!"

Saturday:

I’m only writing about this cos Ferrari, Xiaomei & Hilton wants me too so here goes:

On Saturday, Ferrari called me up & said that the girls were kinda itching to go clubbing.  They even "BLACKMAILED" me with one word: PAY.

Anyways, so I arranged to meet up with them later that night at Sanlitun.  I just instructed them to go to Kai first just so that I could get a few drinks into me, you know, to loosen myself up for the night. 

We get to Kai & it’s packed & the first thing that Hilton said was,"Wow, the guys here are way cuter than the ones in Bar Blu!".  Ferrari nodded in agreement to that statement.  After like standing around for about 10 minutes, I could see that Hilton wanted to dance but she wasn’t really ready to just bust out moves without any encouragement.  So I just stepped up & started to dance near the pole.  That made Hilton happy & so she finally danced.  Then Xiaomei & Ferrari thought that they might as well do the same.  We ended up dancing for about an hour there before Ferrari & Hilton decided that the music wasn’t exactly their cup of tea & they wanted to go back to Bar Blu.

So we headed towards Bar Blu next.  By this time, it was beginning to get a bit packed & we headed towards the dance floor.  Now, all the girls were really moving their cute asses to the music.  Better music,atmosphere, they said. 

By 1.30am, I was starting to get a bit peckish & suggested that we just head over to Nanjie for some food & drinks & maybe just cool down from the extensive "exercise" that we just did.

Let me say first that the girls are to a certain extent shy when it comes to meeting strangers & it usually takes them a fair amount of time before they get friendly or are good conversationalists.  Also, contrary to popular belief, I do not pile my friends with drinks just to make them loosen up.

So, when we got to Nanjie, I went to the loo immediately.  I got back after a few minutes to where the girls were & Ferrari was already sitting next to this German guy, Hilton had this Chinese guy (who spoke with a heavy British accent) next to her & Xiaomei was just around there somewhere.  They had gotten themselves acquainted while I was in the loo! Well-done girls!!

So, I was about to sit down when out of the corner of my eye, Hilton & her newly-found friend was snogging pretty heavily.  Now that was a shocker!! It seems that everytime I bring someone to Nanjie, something surprising happens.

Ok, that was that & they kissed a couple of times after that but something else happened.  While we were just seating down talking to each other, another white guy sat on Hilton’s right side.  She suddenly turned to me & said that he was kinda touchy with her & she didn’t know what to do..

All I did was put my hand around her waist, pulled her towards me & said,"Sorry but just play along.." I started to nuzzle her neck & just play around with her hair a bit.  Luckily she caught on & then proceeded to turn to the guy & said that we were an "item" & that he should just leave her alone.  What I liked most was the expression on the guy’s face!! Hilarious I tell ya.  Anyways, after a while, Xiaomei started to get a bit tired & so we decided to head home..

So there….I told the story….

I miss dancing. 

I know that it hasn’t really been that long since I last went clubbing but the urge to go dancing recently has increased ten-fold.  Every time I hear a song, my feet starts to tap along to the beat.  When someone starts to sing a song, I feel like jumping up & breaking out some moves.

Two problems though.

Firstly, I only dance when there’s a familiar with me.  A familiar basically means a friend/acquaintance that would be my partner for the night.  I don’t mind going to pubs/clubs alone but if I wanna dance, there has to be a partner.  This partner actually helps me from being too self-conscious from the all staring going around me. This is due to one of my issues.  When I see someone staring, immediately I have these thoughts running in my head:

"What the fuck are you looking at?!? Is my nipple showing?? Am I dancing like a moron or something?? Do I look too fat in this?"

That is when my partner comes in.  Because I have a partner, I usually feel comfortable enough to do my own thing.  No more negative thoughts in my head.  Well, that’s a lie but at least there’s less negative thoughts.  After a while, I’d even purposely dance like a moron just cos I think it’s funny & sometimes cute.

Another main problem..one word:

TOE!!! But I don’t care about the toe at the moment.  The pain would be worth it if I get to dance.

Sigh, I wanna go dancing..dancing would make me happy right now.  Should I just ask someone to go with me? Sigh..