And that is that
I mentioned to someone once that one should never live with colleagues or family. Not only because you’ll have to learn all over to live with strangers in a sense but also that you’ll have to start paying attention & be sensitive to everyone’s needs/beliefs/religion. I should have listened to my own advice right from the start.
Anyways,one thing that I’m facing now is dealing with the COLD SHOULDER treatment. I do not know the exact reason why I’m getting the treatment but I’m guessing it’s because of one the following:
1) I didn’t go back to the apartment for a couple of days, choosing instead to crash at friends’.
2) I said something that I wasn’t supposed to say or I didn’t say something that I was supposed to say.
3) I do not know how to act/behave/entertain house guests, therefore I’m not a hospitable host.
4) All of the above.
I can come up with a million other reasons but I’m inclined to go with option number….1 or 4…heh, I don’t know.
So I have been feeling like shit for the past 3 days due to one of these reasons & it’s only been going downhill ever since.
I know I can always try & "defend" myself but I realise that I’m fighting a losing battle. I thought I could just brush this off but now, I give up. White flag is out! Fine, you win..So I accept defeat. I’m going to just try & initiate conversations but if it still doesn’t work, then fuck it.
