My Life So far..

Since I find it hard to sleep now, I started to surf the net, read some blogs and saw this on a friend’s page & thought that it would be fun to have a disease based on my name…

Haha, check THIS out!!!

I’m here to say that I LURVE McDonalds in Singapore!!!!

When I left Singapore 3 months ago, there were already a few of the  McDonalds which has free wireless access for customers.  Imagine, just pay for a drink or even get an ice-cream cone & wah-lah, you get online!

Imagine my surprise last night when I went to Serangoon Central McDonalds & found out that not only do they have wireless, they even stay open 24-7!! Now that is cool!

So I ended up just catching up my friends, Yetz & Wikz till about midnight, you know, just the usual stuff plus some really juicy news..hehehehe..

So all I have to do now is catch up with Plaqz,Baby & family, Gelina Jolie, Da Velley plus try & get a haircut if there’s enough time left…oh I also should try & get enough rest soon..

I’m back home enjoying the cooling effects of….AIRCONDITIONING!!

God!! I forgot how hot Singapore was.  When I stepped out of Changi airport, I started to sweat within seconds, well, minutes actually.   

Weird thing happened to me in the plane.  There was this German couple on the same flight with me & their seat was just on my right.  We had been assigned the absolute last row in the plane(Oh how I hate the last row!!) Anyways, they started make a ruckus about the seat being uncomfortable which I understand.  They managed to get better seats eventually but halfway thru’ the flight they started another ruckus..over the lack of complimentary chocolates or peanuts…

Sigh…so much for sleeping for the duration of the flight…hah! Whatever people!!

Just to let you guys know that…..

I’M GOING HOME TODAY!!!!!

But before you guys get too happy…I’m leaving again for China a couple of days later, maybe Wednesday or Thursday…

So to all you Singaporean friends, if you guys want to meet up, call me or email me alright.

Well, I’m finally free enough to do this so here is a recap:

1) We’ve been rushing the opening of the BJ representative office.  Deadline given was 3 weeks…Now, I have to say congrats to Jason for pulling it off. That was a mean feat… I doubt I could have done a better job..Have a Trophy Jason!!

2) Been busy with certain things that needed my upmost attention( mostly personal) but I can say that I’ve been feeling happy, conflicted, satisfied, horny all at the same time…sigh…

3) Probably will head home to Singapore in a few days( "probably" being the operative word here) Will definately be sick again then due to the change in weather as it’s winter here & the average temperature is abt 7 degrees right now & Singapore’s probably in its 30s.

4) But then again, might be back in Beijing after a week of "rest" in Singapore so ….hah, what a waste of time! Need to find an apartment in Beijing which is near the office.. Any ideas my dear BJ freaks??

5) Finally, many times have I said that BAIJIU is bad for me & I absoultely refuse to drink it anymore.  Well, I failed yet again…I just finished a bloody baijiu dinnr & am feeling quite uncomfortable while I’m writing this…Damn the person who invented baijiu..if you’re dead…MAY YOU ROT IN HELL FOR MAKING ME GO THRU" THE WHOLE EXPERIENCE!!!

There, I feel better now..Peace out!

Do you ever suddenly feel alone even though you’re constantly surrounded by people? 

Recently, I have been feeling that way.  It usually hits me when I’m in a room full of people, enjoying the company.  Out of nowhere, the feeling starts to creep up & hits me full force soon after.  I guess that it’s just one of those things that happens to someone when they least expect it.

I thought about this & I figured that this time round, I have been having these feelings a whole lot more than usual. No, I’m not depressed about missing Hari Raya(even though I would have liked to eat all the goodies that they have at home).  But more importantly is I don’t get to express certain things that I want to as freely. 

Everyone expects me to be this jovial, happy-go-lucky girl who seems to never have any worries but I do worry sometimes.  Sometime I worry about the stupidest things that are not even worth thinking about, sometimes I worry about my future, you know, things like where I’m heading, what I’m going to turn out to be like etc..mayb I’m just rambling here but what to do? This is the way that I am. 

Okay, I’m gonna go curl up somewhere & just be a total veg…bye…

Memandangkan Hari Raya Aidil Fitri akan dirayai tidak lama lagi, saya ingin mengambil kesempatan ini untuk mengucapkan kepada semua umat Islam:

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin.  Halalkan makan dan minum.  Jikalau termaki, tercelupah, terhina, terpukul, tertendang atau tercubit, maafkan lah saya…hehehe…

"Maafkan kami..maafkan kami..maafkan kami..maaf kan kami!"..

Also, dear kawan-kawan yang ingin bertemu dengan saya during Hari Raya, please email saya…insya’allah akan saya cuba….hehehehhe…